I started Tuesday. It is now Saturday at 12:34am PST.
I’m doing my online job and listening to music but all I can think about is how good it would feel to turn off all of my alarms and sleep until I’m fixed again.
I want to get a full night’s sleep and feel awake and completely refreshed tomorrow morning.
I want to flail around in this somewhat comfortable bed that the Circus Circus Hotel and Casino has provided for me.
I want to wrap myself in the covers until I’m all warm and cozy.
But I won’t.
I can’t.
Because I want to keep doing this. Feeling like this is a part of it. I have to make it through this hard part in order to get to the awesome part that I’ll find right around this corner.
Or it’s not. But I’m pretty sure it is.
I’ll let you know when I get there.
You can do it!!!!!!!!